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Monday, June 20, 2011

Tadpole! Come out!

Yesterday, I talked with my ex-boyfriend, got some stuff settled, and now I'm at more of a peace. I thanked him and told him that I was happy for him. We talked for about a half an hour after that and then after that, he gave me a ride up to my house and I chilled. I feel a lot better, less stressed.

Right now, my eldest sister, Jeni, is having her baby that is a week overdue. I'm sitting here in St. Lukes Hospital in Duluth, sitting in the waiting room on the Birthing Center floor. God, this is just intimidating. I've been sitting here since 2:45 pm, and I'm just so... Fff. Sick of waiting. I want Tadpole to come out! I want to hold it and just swaddle it and cuddle it and love it. Is that so much to ask?

My sister's mother-in-law's name is Jennifer as well, so we call her Jen. Jen loves to talk. She's been talking the entire day away, and balls. I'm getting so sick of her. I was trying to read earlier and she just kept talking and talking and talking and I got kind of... angry and finally just stuck my nose in my book and read.

I really don't know what I'm going to do... I need to get a job, but I could sell paintings and stuff for a good price. No, it's not very consistent pay, but I would really enjoy doing it. Painting and sketching. Maybe even doing collages and stuff. Masks. c:

Hopefully the baby will come soon and I can work a little more on my book and stories for online.

Always~
Alex

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